Hope

Your bright eyes shine with wonder, excitement, and happiness.

Your intelligence is apparent even though you're only 7.5 months old!

 You have a strong love of life. You give me hope that someone

from your generation will grow up with a better moral compass

 than the kids growing up right now.

You are incredibly special and smart. I trust you to be a good person. 

Your daddy and I love you very much. Right now you love him more than me.

He somehow knows just how to talk to you, and play with you 

He can get you to  l a u g h   hard every time.

I have to work harder at it. But you are an amazing kid.
We both love you every second, every heartbeat, every moment of the day.

Never lose your love of life and learning.

Love always,

Mom and Dad. 

XOXOX

Cuteness that's out of this world.

Madison,

Your UFO is your new favourite toy. Just being in it you start to squeal and talk to it.

You're making such great progress, you're going to be t a l k i n g and crawling around in no time.

You've also started to read! Not real words but you'll turn pages in books and coo at them as if you're reading. You're so smart and I'm so proud of you. You inspire me. 

Love,

Mommy

Stay Beautiful

When you snuggle I light up!

You're almost 5 months already.... 

You light up and smile every single day.

You're so smart, and determined. 

You are chattering a w a y in baby talk all the time.

You're so sweet, and kind...

With these insane moments of refusing to sleep until you pass out.

But the number one most persistent thing about you...

is your beauty.

You have been beautiful since day one.

Taylor Swift's song Stay Beautiful is what I sing you to sleep.

I hope you agree with me.. 

"You're beautiful, every little p-i-e-c-e, love
Don't you know, you're really gonna be someone,
Ask anyone
And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your l-i-f-e leads you back to my door
Oh, but if it don't, stay beautiful"

Never doubt yourself Mad-lee

Love, 

Mommy and Daddy

Partying.

Madison,

You smile all the time and it's obvious for you, life is a party.

You shriek, and laugh a lot. Sometimes I wish I could see the world like you do, it must be so fun to find new things everyday. You are a joy. When you giggle, you light up the entire room. Your dad loves you so much, you can see it in his eyes. His eyes and face lights up like the sky during Canada's Day!

We are always going to love you. Your life is a party and it's c h a n g i n g ours into one, as well. We love your sweet, and kind personality. Although you also have this small amount of angry tenacity that tells us you'll make it through anything. 

Keep your light and grow always. Hold onto your innocence. Smile always.

Laugh with life. Love yourself. And never forget, WE love you! Get drunk on life!

Party On,

Mommy and Daddy.

XOXOXO

Cherish

Madison Lee Kurevija,

You're only 4 1/3 Months old, and already you have such a kind heart. Your w-i-c-k-e-d temper comes from your need to strive at everything you do. You've touched so many hearts. You're growing so quickly I feel like time is rushing past us. I know that you'll be a kind soul, and a gentle girl. Not to mention as beautiful as Venus. 

Everyday you're getting stronger and smarter. You're so close to saying 'Mommy' and "Dada" I know sometime s o o n you'll be jabbering everyone's ear off and we'll all cherish it. Like we cherish you. You're so smart, that you're already almost c-r-a-w-l-i-n-g! In a few more weeks we all think you'll have it down pat.

Madison, we love you so much and will do anything to protect you. 

I know you'll grow to be the best person you can.

Love, 

Mom and Dad

XOXOXO

Truth!

So at first I thought I'd write this for me but in all honesty this blog is going to be for you. Your mother and father love you so much Madison even though you're only 3 months old, we know without a doubt you'll grow up to be magnificent and when the time comes this blog will be for you. 

Love,

Mom.

Wedding Bliss

Madison is just six days under 3 months. And July 7th, 2012 she slept, played quietly and enjoyed Anthony and Chantelle's Wedding! She didn't cry at all, I'm so proud of her, I can't even properly express it!

The Beginning

June 6, 2012 Madison at 6 weeks old!

This year I recently gave birth to a beautiful 7 pounds 6 ounces baby girl. Her name is Madison Lee and she has completely changed me. I used to be afraid to c-h-a-s-e my dreams, to let people hurt me, and to let anyone in. My relationship with her father had deteriorated to almost nothing. My whole life I never wanted to have any children.. but now I'm so glad I have her. She's a beautiful surprise. Christopher and I are working on a better relationship. I finally have to courage to go to school, and get my license all because I want Madison's life to be the best it possibly can be. So this blog is going to document her c-h-a-n-g-e-s as well as mine. It's a blog for new moms and for inspiration but mostly just a blog for me.